"IT IS BETTER TO HAVE LOVED AND LOST, THAN TO HAVE NEVER LOVED AT ALL!"
Ok...this is bullshit. I mean like really bullshit. I think people who subscribe to this philosophy are of a different kind of idiocrasy. Love is supposed to be this amazing feeling right. An unfettered feeling of warmth and happiness. In life, well at least in my life, truly finding love is rare. Yeah yeah people will say they love you blah blah blah. But is it in it's truest form?
Being in LOVE can be equated to be addicted to cocaine or heroin. Let that just sink in for a minute. Now I have been in love before. And maybe some of you know or maybe even seen some crackheads or hell you're one yourself. That shit ain't good.
When someone goes through drug withdrawals its terrible. The tremors, the cold sweats, the chills. I dunno about you. But They can have that. Have you ever in your life had a tremor? Night sweat? Yeah, the shit ain't cool.
I know love can be such a wonderful feeling. But the pain you are left with can be unbearable. To be broken. I mean to your core. That is a pain that no one should feel. Sure euphoria is a great thing. Who doesn't want that? Exactly. But what we DON'T want is the agony associated with it.
I have loved. And I have loved hard. I have also had my heart broken into a million pieces. Loss of appetite. CHECK. Depression. YOU BETCHA! Feeling lost, hopeless and alone. ROGER THAT!
No matter how great that fleeting love felt, what came after the downfall was far worse. I don't wish that on ANYONE!!! Because when you lose...you lose bad. Remember the house ALWAYS wins!!!
~~The Increasingly Poor Decisions of Brian Sevier
